serotonin

You think you're in love? wahahahahaha....wait another three years and see what happen. If you stay with him/her, then....it IS love beyond the chemical reaction and physical attraction that you were having three years ago. Or else, you were totally screwed up by this serotonin buddy who blinds you all the way through until one day you said to yourself...why the hell am I falling for this guy/girl again?

Yes...this serotonin plays important role in your changing mood [mind you that serotonin also has effects on your appetite, sleep and geeneral metabolism]. People in love has high serotonin level and thus it indirectly 'blinds' them. That's why no matter what you say about their partner, they will never be bothered. Serotonin just won't let go of this people. weird huh?
It takes 2-3 years for the 'love' serotonin to last. So, if after three years, you're still bearable with the same person, then say goodbye to serotonin cause this time maybe, you are truly in love. wahahahahahaha....

So, I think this serotonin buddy really plays me. Yup, maybe my 'love' serotonin level has come down to its bottom. wahahaha. I'm glad though. I don't know why, but I can tell like 10 reasons for not liking the same person that I used to like. hohoohohohhoho...playgirl type! Or maybe, it's not time for me to fall in love yet. I mean, with the right person. I believe, God has better plans for me and I believe Him. Whatever it is, I think I'll follow with what mclaa always says, go with the flow!

sources: Wiki

Rejection

I'm missing someone right now. The fact that he does not know that I miss him, is basically the most hurtful one. Well...he's somewhere in foreign land and never knowing that I like him is the most interesting part. Well, I've been...you know...advising my friends on showing their true feelings towards the one that they like but in reality is, I'm also afraid. Not actually afraid of being laughed or anything that can be some sort of it...it's just that...well...I guess a simple NO is the answer then. huhuhuhu...yes..being REJECTED is what girls and guys feared the most when it comes to confession.

We are human afterall. If anybody said that she can bear with being rejected, she's totally bluffing. Don't believe her. Maybe as time goes by, she can learn to bear with it. But at that particular moment, deep inside, she'll be embarrased, afraid and again...embarrased. What's playing in her mind then are these sort of ideas; 'Will we be able to become friends after this?', Will I be able to literally start any conversation with him again...?' bla bla bla... and oh 'What if other people know that I am being rejected?' <---[totally the scariest part] tsk...tsk...tsk...pity! But..that's what life is.

Let me tell you my opinion on rejection. This does not represent all okay...it's just me and me only:

1. Rejection level 1: [When You Say Nothing At All]
The smoothest rejection yet the most hated one. How can you recognize it? When he said....nothing. You confessed. You tell him how you feel. But the reply is...zero. It's like suddenly his mouth is zipped and he is mute. It's like your words are blown by the wind. huhuhuhuhu..
What do you have to do? Slowly erase him from your heart and find another guy. (n_n)v

2. Rejection level 2: [Words Don't Come Easily]
The double face rejection. For me, when a guy said 'We should stay as friends for the time being', actually he wants to say:
i. 'I have a lot of commitment for the time being, I don't want to have any serious relationship yet.'
ii. 'I don't want to be your boyfriend, but I want to be your friend.'
Either or, you choose.

3. Rejection level 3: [The Heartbreaker Kid]
The TOTAL rejection. He avoids your call. He doesn't want to know you anymore. No more sweet calls. No more good night messages. No more YOU in HIS world...if I can put it that way. If this happens, stay away from this parasite. He's nothing but a jerk! Ignore him totally. Find some other nice guys will you?

These are just what I think, a rejection will be. It's based on friends' experience and observation. I've been rejected once but that was years ago. At that time, I was just trying to win him back. But he said, 'We should stay as friends. Kalau ada jodoh, adalah,' which literally means I don't want to be your boyfriend anymore but I want to be your friend. Well, what's so bad about being friends with your exs? No harm will do, right? Let bygones be bygones. He's happy with his life right now and he's even getting married. I'm happy for him. Although, we are no closer than before, but that is what you need to sacrifice. Live happily okay!

It's been...

I think it's been a month since my last update. Not knowing what to write hesitates me to make a post in my blog. Besides, I've been on a busy track lately, filled with mostly unexpected work from the org. and definitely from my Chinese-look boss. I don't hate it. It's just.... I don't have extra time to make personal time as personal...if I can put it that way.

It's been a week in the blessed month and I don't think I've been better though I don't know whether I'm getting worse. It's still the same routine day by day; sahur, fasting, work, terawih, reciting al-qur'an and sleep as early as possible. I know I have to put up on something to make myself better than last year's Ramadhan but I don't seem able to do it. I mean, I know I am fasting but during the time, I waste it on something lagha. I go for terawih but I'll be sleepy throughout the prayer and wish it to end faster. I recite al-Qur'an but I don't really understand the meaning. And I definitely complain a lot about my work all the time. * sigh. I'm still a so-so Muslimah I guess. huhuhuhuhuhu. [Macam mana nak jadi Muslimah yang baik ni?]

It's been 2 weeks since I sent my parents to the airport. I miss them a lot though they call me frequently. They sound happy and I am so relieved that they are in good health there. Can't wait to see them in the next four weeks. [Lambat lagi...]

It's been quite sometime since my last hangout with my friends. I recently miss my friends especially Lina and Fadh and my schoolmates from Pengkalan Chepa. As for my another best friend, we're meeting today. Going to low yat to buy external. hahahaha...(n_n)v

So, that's it for this entry then.

Now she's gone...

The picture is from here

Another shocking death of one of the most aspiring director in Malaysia and Singapore, Yasmin Ahmad.
Rest in peace and our prayers are always with you.

The Masterpiece of Truth

I received an e-mail from a colleague called a masterpiece of truth. The contents conveyed much reality surrounding but I'll only share with you those which interest me most:

'These are the times of fast food and slow digestion

Big men and small characters

Steep profits and shallow relationships,

These are the days of two incomes but more divorce

Fancier houses, but broken homes,

These are the days of quick trips

Disposable diapers

Throwaway morality

One night stands

Overweight bodies

and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.'

But the one that attracts me most is:

'Life is not measured by the numbers of breath that we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away.'

-George Carlin-

p/s: Nice! (n_n)v

Love Game

Entri ini tidak berkaitan dengan lagu Lady Gaga mahupun apa-apa lagu yang mempunyai tajuk yang sama [walaupun lagu tersebutla yang memberi inspirasi pada aku]. hehehehe

[This entry is not suitable for those who are currently dating someone, engaged to someone or has already become someone's wife or husband.]

Well I guess people just get involve in love game - unaware or not. With the kind of guys who had dark pasts and the one who cannot forget their previous girlfriends and ah...don't forget the ones that are 'supposedly' still searching but let the girls feel that they are the ones for them, yeah...girls nowadays tend to be indirectly suffering in such thing called the love game.

I don't know you, but for me, flirtatious people tend to give you too much compliment of yourself and makes you feel that you are the real special one for him or her [I guess my readers are not only girls]. Though most of the time, I think they don't even mean what they said and maybe it is not even their intention to make you feel different than the way you should feel, but it is still wrong. Giving compliment is okay, but you really shouldn't explain the compliment in detail. It's disgusting man!

If you (girls/guys) out there are still searching but already have a bunch of candidates in hand, make sure they don't know each other. Or else, that'll be the reason people will never trust you ever again. Besides, what's the point of giving false hopes to those guys/girls? If you want to start as friends, you should clarify that and make sure he/she understands. In the meantime, please behave i.e. friends are friends. There are no "more than friends but less than a lover" kind of thing. If the chemistry exists, then you take a step further i.e. confess, or I don't know, anything that can convey your feelings to him/her I guess. Afraid of being rejected? So what? It's life lady! You have to accept it. Or are you trying to be selfish i.e you'd rather hurt other people than hurt yourself? [ini yang nanti ada yang kena santau...kang padan muka ko!]

If you're already in a relationship, make sure it really means it. Jangan berlagak single okay. You're hurting people here. And another thing...please don't make promises you cannot keep. It sucks man! Now what...you like people to keep waiting for you? If it's unavoidable, then it's a different matter. Or else, just shut up!

Love game? Nah...I'm not interested at all. But if you're bored and feeling like being punched, come on! Bring it on!

Nak jugak masukkan lagu Lady Gaga walaupun takde kena mengena ngan entri emo ni:

Let's play a love game, play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game? Doin' the love game

p/s: entri ini takde kena mengena dengan yang hidup ataupun yang mati. So what? It's my entry okay!

Bad day

Have you ever said something to someone that you never really mean it? Harsh or not, have you ever regretted saying those words to those people? I do. And recently it happened a lot of times and I'm getting mad at myself for saying those words. I never meant most of the words that I said but regrettably, it HAS been said. What else can I do then? I can say sorry and I know I'll be forgiven for it but will the 'scratches' healed? Will we be able to be the same again? I mean, I've hurt someone, be it with or without intention of doing it. What happened has happened and it's not like I can bend time and go back to that time, can't I?

And now, it feels weird to be forgiven for the harsh words that I've said. Deep down inside I felt guilty and I promised myself to never ever speak like that again. But well, I'm still a mere human. Somehow I realized that my mouth speaks like it has a life on its own. It made me said every bad words of the world and now the only part of my body that feels guilty about it is my heart. I know it's a bad word but I said it even though I don't intentionally feel like saying it. waaahhh...life is so hard to explain.

Maybe at that time, anger made me said it. [so now, you're blaming on your temper?]. I guess I won't say anything bad if I'm not angry. But does anger permit you to say every bad things in the world to the person closest to you? Is bad temper a reason why you have a bad mouth? I guess that's why our Prophet said that temper is from the devils and you can cool it down with ablution and salawat on him. I guess I should do it when I'm having my bad mood or bad day or whatsoever bad it can be because it's really bad and it's not good at all.

Billie Jean

Okay, I know it's kind of outdated already, but I really like this song from MJ. There are others like Smooth Criminal, Heal The World, Will You Be There etc but for me, personally, I really like Billie Jean. This song really shows the uniqueness of Michael Jackson i.e the dance, the voice. Outstanding, irreplaceable performer and one in a million. RIP MJ.



My personal favourite from Billie Jean is this part:

People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do
'Cause the lie becomes the truth

No offence to anybody. It's just, it's a good advice! ahaks (n_n)v

And MJ also said:

Take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice!

Hahaha...you really should think twice of anything you do! Jangan suka hati mak bapak jer ek! People have hearts and they always remember when you do something baaaaaaad to them. Always think twice! (n_n)v

p/s: I'm thankful that MJ is a Muslim. =)


(lyrics: taken from azlyrics)

Life is...

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turn into a quiet thought

Which then turn into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

Til it was a battle cry

-Regina Spektor, The Call

It really started out as a feeling when you like someone. You'll turn the feeling to having a crush and you'll do crazy, unexpected things just to get her/his attention. If the feelings finally reached her/him and if you're lucky enough, you'll end up marrying with her/him. And that's a kind of life that everybody wants.

But sometimes, it didn't turn out the way you want it to be. And that time, you said, "Why am I always sad? Life is so cruel to me. Why can't I be happy like anyone else?" You broke down. You felt helpless. But you remember God said, I know what's best for you. You smiled and you know this is what life is.

Life is what makes human, human and makes you, you. It's not always beautiful and it's certainly the toughest teacher you've ever met. Learn and adapt and you'll never regret what you've been through. Don't succumb to life no matter how cruel it can be. Live life the fullest but never forget The Almighty. Learn, work, play and let Him determine what's best for us. Who knows, the best part is yet to come. (n_n)v

Momo

Kuala Lumpur, 30 June - Beberapa ekor lembu telah dijumpai terlantar di atas rak berdekatan dengan surau di dalam sebuah kompleks membeli-belah yang berdekatan dengan Taman Danau Desa dua hari yang lepas.

Lembu-lembu tersebut yang terlantar tanpa pakaian telah menarik perhatian beberapa pengunjung kompleks membeli-belah tersebut. Walaupun tiada kesesakan lalu lintas dilaporkan, pengaliran wang keluar oleh beberapa pengunjung tempat tersebut telah menyebabkan kekurangan lembu-lembu di rak itu semakin menjadi-jadi.

Salah seorang pengunjung, Cik Zaitul Fazila Zakaria yang telah menghabiskan wangnya kerana lembu-lembu tersebut berkata, dia tidak mampu menahan perasaan apabila melihat lembu-lembu itu seperti memanggil-manggil namanya. "Saya kesian tengok lembu-lembu itu. Dahla tak berpakaian, terlantar plak atas rak. Kat tepi surau pulak tu. Kesian diaorang. Sebab tu saya rela menghabiskan duit. Takder masalah," katanya lagi sambil tersenyum riang dan memegang erat salah seekor lembu yang menarik perhatiannya.

Seorang lagi pengunjung yang merupakan kawan baik Cik Zaitul Fazila, Cik Roslini Ashari juga tidak kisah kesengkekan duit di dalam dompetnya, semata-mata untuk menyelamatkan lembu-lembu yang terletak di atas rak tersebut. "Saya okay jer. Lagipun saya melakukannya demi menyelamatkan maruah lembu yang tidak berpakaian itu daripada dicemari. Apalah sangat duit saya ni jika dibandingkan dengan keadaan mereka yang agak terbiar di atas rak ni. Saya terharu melihat diaorang yang merenung saya dan kawan baik saya dengan pandangan yang sayu dan tidak bermaya. Sebab tu saya tak kisah," Cik Roslini berkata sambil mencium lembu putih pilihannya. Mereka berdua mengambil keputusan untuk menamakan lembu masing-masing dengan satu nama iaitu Momo.

Keprihatinan mereka berdua telah menarik perhatian beberapa pengunjung yang lain yang juga mengambil keputusan untuk menyelamatkan lembu-lembu tersebut. Sikap begini haruslah dipuji dan dijadikan teladan. Majulah sukan untuk negara! - Tuan Punya Momo

Why?

Why did it turn out like this?
Why did she turn her back on me?
Why did he ignore me?
Why me?
Why did he give me this kind of work?
Why are you mad at me?
Why did she stare at me?
Why did she say that to me?

Why...why...and why. Okay, I am human like you. With flesh and bone easily scratched and broken. I do complain like others and I do whine when I feel like doing it. But, if you complain just to make sure the attention is fixed on you or you complain the same thing everytime just to find a topic to start a conversation, that's not a good idea. NOT AT ALL! Okay, I never said that you can't complain at all but be rational. Complaining is a good behaviour, of course. Why? Coz it is one way for you to reveal or to say your dissatisfaction towards someone or something and it's a way to ask an opinion on how to solve a problem indirectly. For example, 'Eh, rambut aku ni kasar giler. Boleh buat berus sabut.' Then your friend might suggest a few kind of shampoo to fix your problem. See, that settles a problem. But, if you keep bugging your friend about the same thing, tell me who won't be annoyed?

Complaining won't solve a problem unless you say it to the right person. You don't talk and talk and let the matters hanging. You talk and talk and you figure out what you have to do to solve it. You have to have courage to speak to the person involved or find out a solution to make sure the same thing won't happen again. Or else, it'll be a never ending story. (juz like my work....see I'm complaining again!) and you'll keep suffering the same thing again.

The journey, the wedding and the conversation

The Journey
It was the attending-wedding-day again. I went to Mclaa's place and stayed overnight there as planned. The wonderful part was, we went there by Sophia. hahahaha (Finally she has grown up--->she was driven out of KL and even Selangor. hehehe) We went to Perak actually to attend a friend/blogger's wedding.

It started with a rainy morning. We went to buy the bulb first as I forgot to do so the previous day. After picking up Haikal at the Petronas station, we continued the journey with a brighter day. [actually I'm quite greatful that it was raining that morning as Sophia haven't bathed that week hehehehe].

Haikal drove along the journey, Mc Laa was the co-driver and Ina and I were the passengers. I was really happy to be a passenger as I grew tired of being a driver or co-driver. I wonder how does a bus driver feel. hmmm...(mcrose dah stat melalut). We arrived at Pojan's wedding place around 2 something I guess after 'a longer route' drive. hahahaha.

The Wedding
It was a great wedding with so many people attending it and it wasn't only A wedding. I was informed that there was another couple, a brother to the bride. Wah, two couples in one wedding. hehehehe...that sounds like fun! (n_n)v

The wedding was perfect. A lot of people, good food, a lot of friends around, cute photographer (n_n)v and of course...beautiful dresses [be it worn by the brides and bridegrooms or the guests..they made people look nice and I love it!]. I won't elaborate more on the wedding as all of you can see the pictures in Mc Laa's

The Conversation
.......to be continued.....[I'm sleepy and I've got a report to submit tomorrow! Actually the best part is yet to come. Wait aaa....]

Butterscotch and a tin of Nescafe

Do you know what's the worst part of the day? Coming to the office and you surf the internet just to find that the page that you wanted to open is currently busy and you cannot do your work that your boss want on Monday (Please read this in one breath). Yup, that's what happening to me! Argh...didn't expect the page to be 'currently busy'. huhuhuhu

So, right now, I'm trying to comfort myself with a tin of nescafe and a slice of Butterscotch. Oh well, things like this do happen right? So, what's next? How about watching movie in Capsquare? Hmm...what's good now ek? Blood? oooo...the anime blood+ in real life. Hmm..sounds good. Or maybe Drag Me To Hell? Nah...I'll watch it with someone else. I'm not watching ghost movie alone. hehehehehe.

I'm taking sip after sip of my light brownish Nescafe and enjoying yet another slice of Butterscotch to, again, try to comfort that I can finish the work by tonight. *sigh

Kami sama tasukete!

Drama Queen III

It's a fine day and it's near a kopitiam.

A: How long has it been for you?
B: What?
A: Breaking up with your ex-boyfriend?
B: Emm...4 months I guess.
A: I saw him.
B: Him who?
A: Your ex-boyfriend.

B stared at A and kept silent for a while.

B: He's alone?
A: No. With a girl.
B: Do you know that girl?
A: Yeah, I do.
B: Who?
A: Your best friend.

B stared at A for the second time and this time B continued to be silent for a long time.

B: What were they doing?
A: Nothing. They were just laughing and eating.
B: Owh, probably they were just meeting for work.
A: I don't think so.
B: Why not?
A: They were holding hands when they walked out.

This time, again, B stared at A for the longest time and B didn't talk for the whole day since the last conversation.

The following questions are based on individual's heart and feeling. The conversation above is only explaining the situation. Please choose your best answer.

I) Which one would hurt you the most:

1. Your ex-boyfriend already has a girlfriend.
2. Your ex-boyfriend's girlfriend is your best friend.
3. Your best friend doesn't tell you that she is your ex-boyfriend's girlfriend.
4. The fact that your best friend and your ex-boyfriend met each other behind you.
5. You're not sure coz you want to clarify the rumour first.
6. This thing does not hurt you at all.

II) How will you respond [to the rumour]?

1. Stalk your ex-boyfriend [ask people what he's been up to lately]
2. Consult your best friend and ask whether the rumour is true.
3. Consult your ex-boyfriend instead of your best friend [coz, you don't wanna ruin the friendship]
4. Thinking of not talking to your best friend anymore [coz you feel that your best friend cheated you]
5. Try all the mean things in the world to make sure it won't work out between them [just like those methods used in Korean series]
6. Ignore them. 'None of my concern,' u said.

III) What will you regret the most after hearing the news [assuming that you think your best friend and your ex-boyfriend is having an affair]

1. Having your best friend as your best friend.
2. Leaving your ex-boyfriend.
3. Having the conversation with A just now.
4. Having heard the news.
5. You have introduced your best friend to your ex-boyfriend [if you didn't do it at that time, they won't become a couple coz they won't know each other---that's what you think]
6. No regrets at all

IV) How will you respond [to their realtionship]?

1. It won't work out between them/I pray they break up soon.
2. I don't really care but I hope they break up soon
3. That cheater won't live long!
4. I don't really care but I hope they'll be fine.
5. So what, they are not celebrities. They can do what ever they like.
6. May Allah bless them. [hurting inside and with a fake smile]

We are not perfect as we are humans. And human can be hypocrite. And hypocrite might some time be good. And being good is well liked by Him. And being well liked by Him is the purpose that we go through this life.

The 'About U' Tag

Macam biasa, tag daripada orang yang suka menge'tag'. hahahahha...from moon.

Nama timangan anda; rose, mcrose, adik, girl [for famillies only]

Anda seorang yang.... ; serius to the unknown, happy-go-lucky to the known ones.

Insan teristimewa. Describekan dia terlalu Istimewa di mata anda; dia? It should be plural...they. Parents and friends coz they are the ones that complete me for the time being.

Lagu kesukaan anda; Menghapus Jejakmu (Peterpan), Again (YUI)~ understand the lyrics and you'll know why I like them.

Makanan kesukaan anda:~ nasi putih, ayam masak merah, ayam goreng, ikan patin masak lemak, telur bungkus, sayur goreng, ulam-ulaman (sebab saya tak makan buah)

Tiga benda mesti ada dlm beg anda;~ purse, phone and books atau mp3 [peneman kala menunggu orang yang datang lambat]

Kali terakhir masa anda menangis & kenapa; sehari selepas mother's day sebab saya rindukan mak saya and saya mintak maaf banyak2 daripada dia hari tu sebab saya rasa saya banyak tak dengar cakap dia. huhuhuhuhuhu

Tag 6 rakan anda; fazila, kak izyan, kak huda, fatimah, jaslina.

The Blogger Award

Blog award ni dapat daripada muni. wahahahahahhaha. Thank u. Thank u.

Dengan ini saya nak share award yang sama kepada kak izyan, kak huda, mc laa, pojan, darasa, fatimah, jaslina, knowlee, luppy and amy.

The Survey Tag

ni tag dari moon. Aku sebenarnya tak tahu nak tulis apa dalam blog tapi nak jugak update. tengah kering idea ni. huhuhuhuhu

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah
- seorang lelaki yang baik dan tinggi ilmu agamanya.

2. Saya sedang mendengar
- 'Again' daripada YUI. An OST of Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood

3. Mungkin saya patut
- membaca manga yang saya download semalam---> (liar game)

4.Saya suka
- surf internet, menonton cerita korea, blaja languages, makan!

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya
- semuanya jenis yang tidak berkira dan lebih banyak ilmu agama berbanding saya.

6.Saya tak paham
- kenapa ahli keluarga yang bersama saya sekarang ni seolah-olah ignore saya

7.Saya kehilangan
- tudung pink kegemaran saya

8.Ramai yang berkata
- saya seorang yang serius dan saya gemok!

9.Makna nama saya
- nama saya tidak mempunyai makna. Tapi saya pernah tanya ustaz semasa blaja di UIA dulu dan dia kata perkataan 'lin' dalam nama saya bermaksud kelembutan. wahhhahahaha...lembutkah saya?

10.Cinta itu adalah
- hanya dari-Nya

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang
- bercakap Jepun dengan fasih sekali dan telah lupakan saya di sini?

12.Saya akan cuba
- menjadi manusia yang lebih berguna dan mendalami ilmu agama

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud
- infiniti=The Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

14.Telefon bimbit saya
- berfungsi sebagai alarm clock, untuk sms and call family and friends, sebagai planner sebab ada kalendar and date penting dalamnya.

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur
- saya akan check phone saya untuk melihat berapa banyak lagi masa yang boleh untuk saya sambung tidur [terutamanya pada hari bekerja]

16.Saya paling meluat apabila
- orang yang mengada-ngada dan berpura2 manja. Menyampah!

17.Pesta adalah
- tempat bising dan bersukaria yang tidak saya gemari

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah
- anak kucing yang berbulu lebat dan berwarna teh susu. Daisuki!

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah
- 16 years old

20.Hari ini
- saya sudah mengemas dan menjemur baju

21.Malam ini saya akan
- menggosok baju untuk esok dan main internet sehingga saya mengantuk

22.Esok pula saya akan
- bangun awal, breakfast untuk pergi kerja

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini
- wah, mcrose the chubby girl. What....getting chubbier? [sambil mencubit-cubit pipi]

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan
- akan dikunjugi kalau cinema tidak menayangkan movies yang best

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun
- both?

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap
- separa terang sebab saya tak boleh tidur kalau terlalu cerah dan tidak mahu terlalu lena kalau terlalu gelap [nanti saya akan lewat ke pejabat dan saya pasti subuh dinosaur]

28.Makanan segera adalah
- chicken nuggets McDonald and mi cintan kari laksa

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
- abe die letak kunci kat mana?

30.- Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
- jaslina
- azlim almey

10 budak hitam, 10 little Indians and Agatha Christie

Have you ever heard the 10 Little Indians' nursery rhymes? I bet most of you have. Can't remember? The one with 'One little two, little three, little Indian, four little five little six, little Indian, seven little eight, little nine little Indian, ten little Indian boys'? And usually the 'Indian' is replaced with a kid's name for example: 'One little two, little three, little Aqilah....and so on? Still can't remember? Never mind. What about 10 budak hitam? Have you ever heard the rhyme?

10 budak hitam main tepi jalan,

Satu kena langgar, tinggal lagi sembilan.

9 budak hitam main terjun papan,

Satu patah kaki, tinggal lagi lapan.

8 budak hitam minum air keruh,

Satu sakit perut, tinggal lagi tujuh.

7 budak hitam main tepi kolam,

Satu tak mahu naik, tinggal lagi enam.

6 budak hitam makan buah delima,

Satu tertelan biji, tinggal lagi lima.

5 budak hitam main lompat-lompat,

Satu tak mahu berhenti, tinggal lagi empat.

4 budak hitam duduk tepi jaga,

Satu tak mahu tidur, tinggal lagi tiga.

3 budak hitam usik lembu tua,

Satu kena tendang, tinggal lagi dua.

2 budak hitam main lempar batu,

Satu sudah luka, tinggal lagi satu.

1 budak hitam banyak susah hati,

Tak mahu makan nasi, langsung dia mati.

When I was little, my father would sing this rhyme if I refused to eat rice. He would emphasize the last stanza and I would be so irritated that I gave up not eating and joined him. Okay, enough about my childhood, back to our 10 little Indians. What I've written here is the Malay version of 10 little Indians. Wanna hear the 'Agatha Christie' version of 10 little Indians?

10 little Indians went for a dine,

One got choked and now there are nine.

9 little Indians sat up very late,

One died in sleep and now there are eight.

8 little Indians travelling in Devon,

One decided to stay and now there are seven.

7 little Indians chopping up the sticks,

One chopped himself and now there are six.

6 little Indians playing with a hive,

One stung by a bee and now there are five.

5 little Indians going in for law,

One went to Chancery and now there are four.

4 little Indians climbing up the tree,

One fell down and now there are three.

Three little Indians walking in the Zoo,

One hugged by a bear and now there are two.

2 little Indians sitting in the sun.

One got frizzled up and now there is one.

1 little Indian all left alone,

He went out and hanged himself and now there are none.

This is not a nursery rhyme anymore, well that's why it's called the Agatha Christie's 10 little Indians version, right. And seriously, I'd really love to watch a remake, film or drama series, of Agatha Christie's And Then There Were None.

p/s: the rhyme might sound different from the original but the ways of death of the 10 little Indians are quite the same.

Six little ducks

Six little ducks that I once knew
Sad ones, happy ones, some like you
But the one little duck with the feathers on his back
Waddled to his mama with a quack, quack, quack

Five little ducks that I once knew
Silly ones, funny ones, some like you
But the one little duck with the feathers on his back
Waddled to the shore with a quack, quack, quack

Four little ducks that I once knew
Jolly ones, bright ones, some like you
But the one little duck with the feathers on his back
Waddled through the water with a quack, quack, quack

Three little ducks that I once knew
Old ones, young ones, some like you
But the one little duck with the feathers on his back
Waddled up a hill with a quack, quack, quack

Two little ducks that once knew
Play together, just like you
But the one little duck with the feathers on his back
Waddled by a frog with a quack, quack, quack

One little duck that I once knew
A happy little duck just like you
And this one little duck with the feathers on his back
Waddled to his family with a quack, quack. quack

Happy Mother's Day

Ah, it's a mother's day. Although someone once told me that everyday is a mother's day, but I don't care, I wanna celebrate TODAY as a special mother's day. [cause I feel it's true that everyday IS a mother's day]

So, how do you celebrate a mother's day? Flowers? Phone calls? Presents? I don't know. We celebrate differently but I think the greatest gift from a son/daughter to a mother on a special mother's day is a call from them and hearing her beloved children saying that I LOVE YOU, MOM or maybe ADIK/ABANG/KAKAK SAYANG UMI, TERIMA KASIH SEBAB JAGA ADIK. I LOVE YOU THE MOST. huhuhuhuhu...[I miss my mom...(T.T)]

Now is the time to thank your mom for once in a year. Although I believe those who live far from their mothers always call to say hello and get to know how are they doing, I know not many of you say will say 'thank you' to your moms. You might say 'jaga diri' or 'jangan lupa makan ubat' or 'I love you'. So, for once in a year, just a thank you would be no problem right? (n_n)v

For those whose their mothers are no longer by their side, don't worry, your prayer will Insyaallah reach them. May Allah blessed them and have them in the best place with your doa'. Amin.