SHIGOTO!

Minggu ini memang melelahkan. Penat. Aku pun tak tau nak tulis apa lagi. Tengoklah tempat aku yang bersepah gila. Maaflah ye!

Siap ada mamee lagi. hehehehehehe

Ni plak siap ada nescafe. Nampak tak Midori kat air nescafe tu. hehehehe

Pening. Aku yang tengok pun pening.

Takpe. Nanti petang aku kemas dan aku upload gambar tempat aku yang bersih dan kemas okay.

Itupun kalau bos aku tak mintak macam-macam la. hehehehehehehe

Untuk kamu yang suka makan FRUITS

Aku adalah antara manusia yang tidak menikmati pemberian tuhan dengan sebaiknya. Nak tahu kenapa aku cakap macam tu? Sebabnya aku adalah antara manusia 'alien' yang langsung tidak makan buah (that's a lie. Aku makan jugak ah buat rambutan and nenas and apples) Aku tak makan limau, grapes, durian, manggis, betik, jambu and you name it, aku memang tak makan.

Aku pernah cuba belajar untuk makan tapi tak berjaya dan usaha itu hanya sia-sia. So, apabila sahaja melihat buah-buahan yang dipetik fresh dari pokok kat kampung aku, aku memang tiada perasaan kecur air liur ataupun perasaan ingin menikmatinya. So, bagi yang suka makan buah, enjoy the pictures...(and the pictures only!!!) hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Aku suka buat entry merapu!

Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am

I've never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along

Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing a boat of fate

The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

But if we ever get lost on our way

The waves will guide you through another day.

Indeed, nobody really knows who they are. If you say you know what kind of person are you, try giving yourself a hard time and you'll be surprise to what extent that you can go. Yes, really. It's beyond your normal-day imagination and it'll startle you in every way you want it to be.

I may haven't seen a lot and I may not be the best person to judge another people and I thought I've experienced enough to know I am who I am and I can never be someone else. I've loved, been loved, I've cried a lot and smiled and laughed a lot and I still do not know how far can I go. Don't blame other people if you are not successful in life. It's the path that you have chosen and being successful in life is a partial part of what a life should be. But that's not all about it.

You may regretted something that you have done in the past. You may feel sorry to have let go of someone you really loved or liked. You may feel so stupid that you have hurted your family in anyway that you knew. But, if you haven't done that, you can never be someone you are right now. So, be thankful of what you have and it's okay to strive for more. But be careful. Just like in the song, "the waves keep on coming and we can't escape", there are challenges and chances that might come to test the most extreme part of you. To see how far and to what extent will you go. So, in solving the challenges and grabbing the opportunity that comes, don't ever hurt other people because it will give you nothing but loneliness.

Sorrylah, hari ni jadi minah jiwang sikit. hehehehehe

Naming things

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I AM GETTING NUTS!

Okay these are a few non-human things that I gave names.

Melody

FaRoLa (a shortname to Fatimah, Roslini and Laa)

Ryuu and Midori

They are the Lucky Bamboo. Do you know that Lucky Bamboo comes from Cameroon and not from China? Check Wiki for more details.

And don't forget my Sophia. (Forgot to take her picture)

Aku diam dan terus diam

Bila aku tengok frenster tadi, aku mendapat comment dari sorang mamat yang cerita pasal aku dirisik. Hishkh...semua orang telah confuse sekarang ni. Ada orang merisik aku? Bukan merisik. Dia juga ditipu hidup-hidup oleh saudara maranya. Sedaranya (yang juga ada bau-bau bacang dengan aku), ajak dia pegi rumah mak sedara aku. Kononnya nak pegi melawat sedara, tapi sebenarnya dia nak bawa mamat ni tengok gambar aku. Dia pun tak sangka, okay.

A few days dia tengok gambar aku tu, dia pun telefon aku dan kami berbual macam dah kenal lama. Okay, he's a good guy dan dia juga kepala anime macam aku. Dia orang graphics and he loves computer. Dia cerita banyak benda kat aku sampai aku rasa macam kami ni dah kawan lama. Sepanjang kami kenal tu, banyak benda yang aku belajar pasal dia dan aku rasa dia cool. But for that particular time, that's it. We are juz friends and nothing more than that.

Pastu 14 Februari hari tu, dia ajak aku pegi umah abang dia kat Selayang. Okaylah. Aku pun pegi jugak dengan abang aku and da family. Kami dinner di rumah abangnya. He has a nice and warm family. You know, jenis yang kepala gila-gila dan cakap macam geng lama. My family and I had a very comfortable time together with his family. But my hopes stop there. I've thought about this and it's not gonna work out. Believe me!

So, the situation now is, I know him, he knows me. I know his family, he knows my brother's family. But the level of the relationship is: SOMEONE THAT I KNOW. Texting him would be a waste right now coz he wouldn't even reply it. So, I don't even know whether he wants to continue to be even my friend or not. So that's it okay. I'll remain quiet, stay silent, do nothing and I'm not regretting it.