The Penang Trip aka Azrul n Kak Yana's Wedding Trip

We went to Penang last weekend. Yes, I went to Penang. The first time in my older years I have printed the invisible footsteps in Penang (Gurney Drive, the place where I bought the white T with Penang on it etc). Great buildings and scenery captivated my heart and sincerely, the food was fabulous too. Thanx to our unpaid tourist guide (Ikram) who was willing to sacrifice his time to show us around. Well, there's a hidden agenda behind it and I'm not gonna tell you guys about it until I got the 'ok' from the 'tuan punya diri'. hehehehehe.

Azrul and Kak Yana's wedding was also great. With moss green being the theme, the bride and the bridegroom were easily noticed. I can see the happiness written all over their faces (just like the word 'shiawase' stamped on both foreheads) hahaha----> just joking. But they both look good together and I hope they stay the way they are right now: from sweet couple--->sweet husband and wife---->sweet mom and dad--->sweet grandpa and grandma---->sweet great (3X) grandpa and grandma--------->zutto shiawase ni...(n_n)v. I was surprised with the treatment from both couple as we were not so close in UIA but I was so touched that I forgot about it at all. They were kind enough to offer to send us back to our hotel though its their important day. But too bad, our tourist guide came back to pick us up. Not satisfied, they offer Muni (who went back in the morning) a lift to the bus station the next morning. We really felt its worth coming to Penang this time and I do not hesitate to go there for my next trip. (n_n)v.

The cost:
RM75 for bus fare (return)
RM140 for hotel fee (splitted three--->RM46.70 each)
RM..... for gifts

The experience:---> Priceless (given all the friendly welcome, those costs above are nothing)

p/s: I don't have the pictures. Go to mclaa's or muni's blog to see them.

Balik dari Kelate

Dalam kereta:

Sambil membetulkan kepala seat dalam kereta, orang itu kelihatan tenggelam dari belakang kerana kebetulannya aku berada di belakangnya.

Aku: (nama orang itu) tenggelam dari belakang. hehehehe. Seat ni, tempat letak kepala tu tinggi sangat.

Orang itu: Yelah, saya ni kan pendek. Orang tinggi macam awak tak nampakla tenggelam dari belakang kan.

Aku: ???????? (aku salah cakap ke? Yang ko terasa tu apasal?)---> mcrose buat muka bengang

They started with the letter "R"

Open tag dari kak Izyan.

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!

1. What is your name ~ Roslini Ashari
2. A four Letter Word ~ reap
3. A boy's Name ~ Riezman
4. A girl's Name ~ Rania [macam nama ratu kan?]
5. An occupation ~ reaper[?]
6. A colour ~ red
7. Something you'll wear ~ robe
9. A food ~ roasted chicken! wah...bestnya
10. Something found in the bathroom ~ robe
11. A place ~ Rhode Island
12. A reason for being late ~ road traffic
13. Something you'd shout ~ rar!
14. A movie title ~ Road to Perdition
15. Something you drink ~ red apple juice [boleh ke?]
16. A musical/band group ~ raruku [japanese version of laruku]
17. An animal ~ rabbit
18. A street name ~ Tun Razak
19. A type of car ~ Rolls Royce Corniche [2000]
20. The title of a song ~ Ready Steady Go! [by L'arc-en-ciel/Raruku]


aaa...takder no.8 ah.
saper yang rajin nak buat tag ni, saya sangat mengalu-alukan!! =)

What I thought and never thought

1. I'm going back to my hometown tonight! Seriously can't wait. I feel so choked here in KL and I really miss my mom and dad. I haven't seen them since December last year you know. uuuu...miss my mom's cooking. Actually, I didn't plan to go back this week. I thought of going back with my brother during the school holidays but as usual, he cancelled it the last minute. And I'm so lucky there's still a ticket.

2. I went to buy the ticket after work yesterday and was a bit surprise with the ticket's price. Never thought it would be this pricy. Well, I don't mind a bit. It's just that it's not what I thought the price should be.

3. I thought I could last longer last night. Well, I usually sleep at 11 or 12 and last night was the first night of the week that I slept earlier and I woke up just in time to pray for Subh prayer. Uuu...I slept like sleeping beauty I guess. Hahahaha (nak jugak sebut sleeping beauty tu!)

4. Sophia did it again last night! She didn't want to turn off the brake lights. Uuuu...was she sulking coz i haven't bathed her for the past 2 weeks? Or maybe because I played the CD player too loud every morning? Uuu..my brother's going to fix her today. I hope she'll be okay when I come back! Never thought this could happen to Sophia.

1. What were you doing 5 years ago?
Ermm...2004...Aku kat UIA, buat degree and still budak-budak lagi. Selalu berangan nak jadi novelis and masa tu ada crush kat sorang budak laki yang nak blaja kat jepun. Suka giler dia tapi dia ingat aku main2 hehehehehe. Takper, aku sedar diri okay. Apa lagi ek, masa tu pun tengah sakit kepala untuk fikir pasal apa yang patut buat dengan hidup aku kot.


2. What were the 5 things on your to do list today?

*buat report banks' shareholders untuk bos besok.
*kemas bilik
*tengok anime Prince of Tennis
*gosok baju untuk ke ofis tomorrow
*buat expenditure list of the day

3. What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?

*Twisties
*Eclipse
Aku tak makan banyak snack ah


4. What are 5 jobs you've had?
*Teacher kat Sri Gombak
*Teacher di Pengkalan Chepa
*Trainee at MAS
*Exec in Muamalat


5. Tag 5 person and who are they?
~Fadh – kalau rajin laa

~knowley – kalau rajin jugak

~Amy – Azlim Almey yang comel

~Moon ~ muni jugak kena sekali

Jauh perjalanan Luas pemandangan

Apa yang korang buat hujung minggu? Tidur macam tak nak bangun untuk jangka masa yang lama? Surf internet sampai macam nak tersembul bijik mata? Tengok tv sampai tv tu macam nak meletup? Atau berjalan-jalan macam aku yang memang macam tak ingat dunia? Hehehe. It's true. Kitorang (aku, mclaa, marya, muna,jannah) semuanya berjalan macam tak ingat dunia. hehehe.

Mula-mula, kitorang pergi ke Sunway coz we promised each other to meet there. Kat sana, kitorang semua janji nak jumpa Jas and also Lina yang at the moment tengah pregnant 8 months. Wah, sangat kagum dengan Lina yang masih lagi mampu berjalan ke sana ke mari membawa baby dalam perut. Tapi, mak aku cakap kalau orang pregnant, memang kena banyak berjalan sebab nanti senang nak beranak. Aku tak tau la betul ke tak teori tapi apa pun aku tetap kagum dengan Lina.

Pastu kitorang round Sunway tu untuk beli hadiah untuk baby Hasiena yang baru ajer less than a month old. *sigh. Dalam pukul 5 something, kitorang semua pergi ke umah Ina di Sri Petaling (jalan aku nak pegi keje hari2). Yang ini sorang pun aku kagum jugak. Berjalan ke sana ke mari macam orang dah beranak berapa bulan. Padahal dia operate aper. Wah, sebab itu aku cakap dalam entry aku sebelum ni. You won't know how strong can you be unless kalau u berada dalam situasi yang memerlukan u to be extraordinary. hehehehehe

After maghrib, kitorang pegi Midvalley pulak.-jalan lagi. Tapi kali ni, aku pergi Midvalley ada tujuan. Aku pergi nak beli broadband sebab aku bosan giler kat umah dan tak larat asyik menonton televisyen macam nak terkeluar bijik mata. okaylah pricing dia and aku amik celcom yang basic giler packagenya sebab aku pun bukan nak mendownload benda yang hebat pun kan. Setakat download lagu dan manga atau manhwa tu apalah sangat keperluannya. Nanti kat ofis pun keje aku mendownload benda tu jugak.

Balik daripada midvalley tu,kitorang pegi rumah mclaa dulu sebab marya nak parking kereta dia kat situ. Pastu, semua naik keta aku pegi hantar Jannah kat Subang yang dekat dengan airport subang tu. Fuh, jauh giler. Tapi okay jer sebab aku boleh bawak Sophia aku jalan2 and pastu yang seronoknya sebab Jannah belanja makan. Thanx Jannah!! (n_n)v

Lepas perut dah kenyang, kitorang balik semula ke rumah Mclaa sebab aku overnight kat situ. Biasalah kami kalau berkumpul berdua, mesti macam kucing dapat geng. ada ajer benda yang nak buat lawak nyer.

Esoknya, kitorang stay rumah mclaa sampai pukul 6 petang. Then, aku and Marya balik ke pangkal jalan (balik rumah la!!!)

Begitulah hujung mingguku terisi kali ini. Aku suka berjalan weekend sebab aku takde life weekdays. Hidup aku pada hari bekerja adalah bekerja dengan tekun. Weekend pulak kita main dengan riang and in between jangan lupa solat and ingat kita akan mati bila2 ajer. Kerja..kerja jugak. Main..main jugak. Tapi, benda2 yang wajib buat, patut dilaksanakan dulu.


BTW, hari ni Muna masak spagheti. Best giler!!!

SHIGOTO!

Minggu ini memang melelahkan. Penat. Aku pun tak tau nak tulis apa lagi. Tengoklah tempat aku yang bersepah gila. Maaflah ye!

Siap ada mamee lagi. hehehehehehe

Ni plak siap ada nescafe. Nampak tak Midori kat air nescafe tu. hehehehe

Pening. Aku yang tengok pun pening.

Takpe. Nanti petang aku kemas dan aku upload gambar tempat aku yang bersih dan kemas okay.

Itupun kalau bos aku tak mintak macam-macam la. hehehehehehehe

Untuk kamu yang suka makan FRUITS

Aku adalah antara manusia yang tidak menikmati pemberian tuhan dengan sebaiknya. Nak tahu kenapa aku cakap macam tu? Sebabnya aku adalah antara manusia 'alien' yang langsung tidak makan buah (that's a lie. Aku makan jugak ah buat rambutan and nenas and apples) Aku tak makan limau, grapes, durian, manggis, betik, jambu and you name it, aku memang tak makan.

Aku pernah cuba belajar untuk makan tapi tak berjaya dan usaha itu hanya sia-sia. So, apabila sahaja melihat buah-buahan yang dipetik fresh dari pokok kat kampung aku, aku memang tiada perasaan kecur air liur ataupun perasaan ingin menikmatinya. So, bagi yang suka makan buah, enjoy the pictures...(and the pictures only!!!) hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Aku suka buat entry merapu!

Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am

I've never felt this empty before

And if I ever need someone to come along

Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing a boat of fate

The waves keep on coming and we can't escape

But if we ever get lost on our way

The waves will guide you through another day.

Indeed, nobody really knows who they are. If you say you know what kind of person are you, try giving yourself a hard time and you'll be surprise to what extent that you can go. Yes, really. It's beyond your normal-day imagination and it'll startle you in every way you want it to be.

I may haven't seen a lot and I may not be the best person to judge another people and I thought I've experienced enough to know I am who I am and I can never be someone else. I've loved, been loved, I've cried a lot and smiled and laughed a lot and I still do not know how far can I go. Don't blame other people if you are not successful in life. It's the path that you have chosen and being successful in life is a partial part of what a life should be. But that's not all about it.

You may regretted something that you have done in the past. You may feel sorry to have let go of someone you really loved or liked. You may feel so stupid that you have hurted your family in anyway that you knew. But, if you haven't done that, you can never be someone you are right now. So, be thankful of what you have and it's okay to strive for more. But be careful. Just like in the song, "the waves keep on coming and we can't escape", there are challenges and chances that might come to test the most extreme part of you. To see how far and to what extent will you go. So, in solving the challenges and grabbing the opportunity that comes, don't ever hurt other people because it will give you nothing but loneliness.

Sorrylah, hari ni jadi minah jiwang sikit. hehehehehe

Naming things

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I AM GETTING NUTS!

Okay these are a few non-human things that I gave names.

Melody

FaRoLa (a shortname to Fatimah, Roslini and Laa)

Ryuu and Midori

They are the Lucky Bamboo. Do you know that Lucky Bamboo comes from Cameroon and not from China? Check Wiki for more details.

And don't forget my Sophia. (Forgot to take her picture)

Aku diam dan terus diam

Bila aku tengok frenster tadi, aku mendapat comment dari sorang mamat yang cerita pasal aku dirisik. Hishkh...semua orang telah confuse sekarang ni. Ada orang merisik aku? Bukan merisik. Dia juga ditipu hidup-hidup oleh saudara maranya. Sedaranya (yang juga ada bau-bau bacang dengan aku), ajak dia pegi rumah mak sedara aku. Kononnya nak pegi melawat sedara, tapi sebenarnya dia nak bawa mamat ni tengok gambar aku. Dia pun tak sangka, okay.

A few days dia tengok gambar aku tu, dia pun telefon aku dan kami berbual macam dah kenal lama. Okay, he's a good guy dan dia juga kepala anime macam aku. Dia orang graphics and he loves computer. Dia cerita banyak benda kat aku sampai aku rasa macam kami ni dah kawan lama. Sepanjang kami kenal tu, banyak benda yang aku belajar pasal dia dan aku rasa dia cool. But for that particular time, that's it. We are juz friends and nothing more than that.

Pastu 14 Februari hari tu, dia ajak aku pegi umah abang dia kat Selayang. Okaylah. Aku pun pegi jugak dengan abang aku and da family. Kami dinner di rumah abangnya. He has a nice and warm family. You know, jenis yang kepala gila-gila dan cakap macam geng lama. My family and I had a very comfortable time together with his family. But my hopes stop there. I've thought about this and it's not gonna work out. Believe me!

So, the situation now is, I know him, he knows me. I know his family, he knows my brother's family. But the level of the relationship is: SOMEONE THAT I KNOW. Texting him would be a waste right now coz he wouldn't even reply it. So, I don't even know whether he wants to continue to be even my friend or not. So that's it okay. I'll remain quiet, stay silent, do nothing and I'm not regretting it.

DBSK Mirotic (dance version)

Tak tahulah sejak bila aku minat lagu DBSK/TVXQ/Tohoshinki ni. Tapi bila tengok video diaorang menari dalam youtube, tiba-tiba sangat bersemangat untuk jadi kurus. kwang. kwang. kwang. check the youtube below. (n_n)v

Tarsius Pumilus : Cute or Scary?

A primate species that looks like a living, breathing version of the Furby electronic toy has been found alive in the forested highlands of an Indonesian island for the first time in more than 70 years.

They have the distinctive, big-eyed look often associated with Furbys, gremlin-like talking toys that were popular in the late 1990s. Compared with the robotic Furbys, however, the real animals' dimensions are seriously downsized: They typically measure less than 4 inches (105 mm) from head to tail, with most of that length being tail. They weigh less than 2 ounces. And unlike Furbys, they hardly ever vocalize.

The Pygmy Tarsier is a nocturnal species. It spends most of the daylight hours sleeping on vertical branches in the canopy. T. pumilus is not a nest builder. Unlike other tarsier species, it does not use scent glands to mark territorial boundaries. Also, tactile communication and interaction is important with the Pygmy Tarsier, as in other tarsier species.
Tarsiers, in general, are insectivorous, and tarsiers are the only primates that are completely carnivorous. They eat arthropods, and there are anecdotal stories of T. pumilus capturing birds and snakes. They also, as insectivores, play an integral role in their habitat in structuring the insect community and in the local food webs. - Wikipedia -

Read more at : real life furbys

Tiba-tiba teringat cerita Gremlin. uuuu....

The degrading interest in Maths

Hidup aku memang penuh dengan kerja. Mungkin sebab aku belum efisyen enough to be an efficient executive ataupun memang bos aku tu tak tau yang dia kasik aku banyak giler kerja yang tak agak2 macam nak pecah kepala otak aku nak startnya. Huhuhuhu...aku merungut? Memang aku kuat merungut! So let me be!!!!!! Ko dengki kenapa!!!!

Tapi aku dah mula belajar banyak benda. Aku rasa sekarang aku dah tau sebab yang sebenarnya aku join banking instead of jadik lecturer. Mungkin minat aku yang tidak begitu mendalam dalam maths menyebabkan aku malas nak jadi pengajar walaupun aku tau yang sebenarnya menjadi pengajar itu suatu tugas yang mulia. But, don't get me wrong. I still loves maths! It's just that not to the extent sampai kan nak sambung belajar dalam bidang maths. Oh tidak! Aku memang tak sama macam Fatimah atau Amy atau Yana n Ina yang sambung belajar dalam bidang maths yang menyebabkan aku kagum dengan keupayaan mereka. Huhuhuhu (kenapa sejak2 akhir ini aku rasa ayat aku dah jadi macam ayat dalam komik?) (n_n)

Tapi mungkin the degrading interest in maths membuatkan aku jadi lebih aware tentang economics and apa2 sahaja report tentang loans, financing dalam dan luar negara. I'm not saying that they are not related. It's just that I cannot kill two birds with one stone. I can concentrate only on one thing and right no it is surely not maths. (sigh*) Tapi benda baru yang aku buat ni aku belajar dengan tekun okay[?] Well, mungkin tak sangat sebab aku ada sahaja masa untuk mendownload komik dan lagu. Dulu bukan main lagi kena block segala macam benda yang illegal ni, tapi sekarang ni dah boleh access! (n_n)v. Berkat kesabaran mcrose yang sememangnya tak berapa suka bekerja dengan serius. kwang. kwang. kwang.

Aku still suka apa2 benda yang berkaitan dengan maths. Walaupun sekarang ni aku sedang belajar dengan bos aku untuk jadik analyst (kononnya la!), aku still lagi ada masa untuk membaca benda2 yang berkaitan dengan maths dalam Wiki. Ini semua berkat menonton cerita Numb3rs yang memang cool giler!!! Buat masa sekarang aku akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk grab sebanyak mungkin knowledge yang ada daripada bos aku (walaupun situasi belajarnya sangatla berlainan) dan menguji tahap keupayaan aku sama ada aku layak jadi analyst yang bagus atau tidak. Belum try belum tahu kan! Yosh...ganbaremashoo!!!!!!!!

PTPTN : Bayar hutang

Sekarang baru aku tau kenapa orang kata PTPTN ni sangatla menyakitkan hati. Baru2 ini aku pergilah CIMB untuk bayar PTPTN. Dah keje kan, mestilah kena bayar hutang. Tak baik tau, orang lain pun nak guna duit untuk belajar jugak, itulah yang aku fikir. CIMB dekat ajer dengan Muamalat ni. Kalau tak salah aku, ni kalau keempat aku bayar kat CIMB. Taknak lah tolak dari akaun sebab aku tak nak fixkan bayaran. Manalah tau that months urgent nak guna duit ke apa, so, aku fikir baik pergi bayar manual je.

Masa kat kaunter aku tanyalah pegawai bank tu macam mana nak check balance berapa yang aku dah bayar? Dia kata yang tu kena check dengan PTPTN. Balik jer office, aku bukak website PTPTN and call PTPTN for the pin number. They gave me the pin number and I viewed my account in PTPTN. Itu dia kau! Selama ni yang aku bayar tu baru bayar kos pentadbiran je. huhuhuhu. Heran jugak mula2. So aku call PTPTN tanya, dia pun stat explain. blablablabla... aku pun mengangguk tanda faham. Hati tengah panas tapi nasib baik orang PTPTN tu explain dengan lemah lembut. Kalau dapat yang suara tinggi jugak mau kena sound dengan aku...

Moral: korang kalau dah stat keje, baik stat cepat2 bayar. Why? Sebab satu, duit yang kita bayar tu boleh tolong orang lain. 2nd one, hutang wajib dibayar walau tidak dituntut. 3rd one, kalau tak bayar sekarang, dia akan bertambah sebanyak yang mungkin. Contohnya, aku hutang dalam RM28000 dengan PTPTN after 6 months kalau tak dapat bayar, dia akan plus RM28000X.0023=RM28065.33. Inilah yang berlaku seterusnya. So, kalau tak nak korang punya hutang membahagi macam chlamydomonas, baik korang stat fikir macam mana nak bayar hutang.

p/s: aku bukan kerja dengan PTPTN and takder masanya aku nak tolong promote PTPTN ni. Tapi ni peringatan sementara masih berkesempatan. Selamat membayar hutang!!! (n_n)v

Nobody but U - Wondergirls

Selama ni aku takder la suka sangat pompuan gedik yang menari ntah apa2 tapi aku suka lagu this group. These are Wondergirls. Diaorang ni memang famous for their cuteness. Their songs pun selalu number 1 kat Music Bank (KBS World charts). Despite of kadang2 menyampah tengok diaorang tergedik, I really like their song. They are famous with their so called cute dance and single diaorang yang paling famous is Tell Me.

P/s: ignore the first part of the clip. It's from Park Ji Young with a song titled Honey

Balik JB

I went back to JB last weekend to celebrate a hari raya there. Met my beloved nephews and nieces and my small Darwish (refer to the previous posts), He's getting better. He was so small that hugging him felt like hugging a breathing, warm teddy bear. Mesti dia rimas sebab che su dia selalu cium and peluk dia. hehehehehe

Well, I did nothing special there actually, except buying a few dvds and a whole season 3 of Supernatural. hahahaha. Dean is soooooo cute. And not to forget, playing with my nieces and nephews.

The fun part was I took another Emergency leave on Tuesday coz I was out of ticket and the only time available was at 6.30 a.m in the morning on Monday. 6.30 a.m? You've gotta be kidding me. So, I called the PA and told her I'm taking an EL on Tuesday.

On Tuesday however, I did not go back with the bus although I've already bought the ticket. I went back by my brother's car. hahahaha. A sport car. Which when you drive 200km/h, it feels like you're driving at 120 km/h a normal car. A journey that was supposed to be 3 1/2 hours was shortened to 2 1/2 hours. hahahaha. Being in the car reminds me of Sophia (I called my car Sophia even though it's a Wira car. Don't know why but the name seems to suit the car. hehehe) and driving at 120-140km/h is already making her tired. Though, it's very excited to be inside the car (it has every single thing that a car should have) I still love my Sophia.

Bawak kereta laju

Hahahaha
Aku suka pandu kereta dengan laju
Walaupun takdelah hebat mana keretaku
Tapi aku tetap tersenyum lebar
Kerana
Aku boleh pandu keretaku dengan laju

Hahahaha
Tadi aku pandu kereta dengan laju lagi
Cilok kanan
Pusing kiri
Drifting macam Takumi Initial D
tapi sebenarnya perasan dalam hati
Nak buat betul-betul tak berani
Manalah tahu terlanggar orang kat tepi
Kang susah nanti

Hahahaha
Tadi aku pandu kereta laju lagi
Signboard kata 90km/j
Aku bantai lagi laju
Signboard kata 60km/j
Aku perlahankan sikit
Tapi masih lagi laju

Hahahaha
Tadi aku pandu kereta dengan laju lagi
Kereta BMW kat sebelah kiri
Kereta Mercedes sebelah kanan
Aku peduli apa
Yang penting aku pandu kereta aku
Dengan laju lagi

Hahahahaha
Aku suka pandu kereta dengan laju
Tapi aku tetap fikir orang yang tersayang
hahahahaha


-----> gelak dengan keji



aku pun tak tahu apa motif aku buat benda ni hari ni. Tapi yang penting aku nak update blog aku tapi aku tak tahu nak tulis apa....skarang dah updated...! (n_n)V


SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
PANDU CERMAT, JIWA SELAMAT.
NAK DRIFTING BOLEH, MAKE SURE SELAMAT SAMPAI DESTINASI. =)

My newest nephew : The premature baby boy

I was having a slight headache out of insomnia due to internet oversurfing when I received a text message from my pregnant sister in JB:

"I kat puteri hosp ni. Just give birth to a baby boy due to heavy bleeding td. Doctor trus operate to save the baby."

My heart was like...stopped. Heavy bleeding? Operation?? What happen?????!!!!! I was shaking. This cannot be happening. It's my sister's 6th child and her 2nd baby boy. The pregnancy should be smooth and easy. I guess only Allah knows. It was around sahur that time and I had no appetite at all. Just a cup of nescafe and half slice of bread. I really wanted to call her but looking at the inappropriate time, I suppressed down the need for the answer of my question. Uuuu....it was so depressing. I was so worried.

I called her around 10 a.m just now. She told me what happened and I wept silently (what do you expect, I was in the office!) How would you feel if your sister told you she bled so much that she had to lie on her own pool of blood? Uuuuu....I am thankful that she is okay and the baby too. Do you know what my sister said about her baby?

"My baby nak sambut hari raya together dengan adik-beradik dia yang lain. That's why dia keluar sebelum raya."

I was half laughing and half crying. Well, he was suppose to come out around October. And now here he is, eager to see the world that he freaked out his mother and the entire family. Uuu...this is a new story in my family. Do you believe me when I said that I was crying thankfully while typing this post? It's a whole new story to tell our Mohd Darwish. Please be safe and may Allah bless you! Ganbaruyo!

Cepat-cepat sihat and smile for che su just like the baby in da picture, okay! =)

p/s: Right now, my little nephew is still in ICU. Please pray for his safety.

work and Ramadhan

It's already the 11th day of Ramadhan. Honestly, this Ramadhan is not the same with my previous years. Maybe it's because the first time during my working age. Hahahaha. I don't know. But it's truly exhausting. I usually collapse before Isya' and will wake up at 4 to perform Isya' with terawih. Alone. It's not the same anymore. I know you guys will say it's just an excuse but seriously I'm easily tired nowadays. Dame! Dame! (read da-me--->it means cannot!) This cannot continue. I'm wasting the blessed month of the year (which may be the last one-well who knows) and I haven't done anything good so far! Argh....! It's pressuring!

Did I tell you that I went to see my nieces and nephews in JB like two days before Ramadhan? Oh my God! They were so adoreable and I miss them a lot. I don't know why but I love kids around their age (3-7 years old). Uuuu...maybe it's because I'm so used to be alone and the feeling to have a little brother/sister keeps gathering inside me. Hehehehehe...Fadh is so lucky to have a lot of sisters and brothers. Oh well! I could say that I'm lucky too. Well, just because I don't have little brother/sister, doesn't mean I can't pretend to have one right? Hehehehe.

My boss is pressuring me. A pile of work seems not enough that he keeps giving me another impossible-to-finish-in-time-given-task that I keep asking myself what is going on with this guy. I mean, if you're given another type of work at 4 on Thursday, what do you expect me to do? Finish it off in an hour and send it the next day? You've got to be kidding me. It's a simple work, yes. But it involves a lot of sources and I will need time to browse through just to find the raw data. And not to mention the period that he wants the data is to be from year 2000 and in quarter too. What the hell??????? It's almost 8 years and even Bank Negara's most recent data is from 2006. (Mc Rose tepuk dahi and geleng kepala.) I'm having headaches!!

Well, I guess, we have to really predict the unpredictables. Uuuuu....=(