Now she's gone...

The picture is from here

Another shocking death of one of the most aspiring director in Malaysia and Singapore, Yasmin Ahmad.
Rest in peace and our prayers are always with you.

The Masterpiece of Truth

I received an e-mail from a colleague called a masterpiece of truth. The contents conveyed much reality surrounding but I'll only share with you those which interest me most:

'These are the times of fast food and slow digestion

Big men and small characters

Steep profits and shallow relationships,

These are the days of two incomes but more divorce

Fancier houses, but broken homes,

These are the days of quick trips

Disposable diapers

Throwaway morality

One night stands

Overweight bodies

and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.'

But the one that attracts me most is:

'Life is not measured by the numbers of breath that we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away.'

-George Carlin-

p/s: Nice! (n_n)v

Love Game

Entri ini tidak berkaitan dengan lagu Lady Gaga mahupun apa-apa lagu yang mempunyai tajuk yang sama [walaupun lagu tersebutla yang memberi inspirasi pada aku]. hehehehe

[This entry is not suitable for those who are currently dating someone, engaged to someone or has already become someone's wife or husband.]

Well I guess people just get involve in love game - unaware or not. With the kind of guys who had dark pasts and the one who cannot forget their previous girlfriends and ah...don't forget the ones that are 'supposedly' still searching but let the girls feel that they are the ones for them, yeah...girls nowadays tend to be indirectly suffering in such thing called the love game.

I don't know you, but for me, flirtatious people tend to give you too much compliment of yourself and makes you feel that you are the real special one for him or her [I guess my readers are not only girls]. Though most of the time, I think they don't even mean what they said and maybe it is not even their intention to make you feel different than the way you should feel, but it is still wrong. Giving compliment is okay, but you really shouldn't explain the compliment in detail. It's disgusting man!

If you (girls/guys) out there are still searching but already have a bunch of candidates in hand, make sure they don't know each other. Or else, that'll be the reason people will never trust you ever again. Besides, what's the point of giving false hopes to those guys/girls? If you want to start as friends, you should clarify that and make sure he/she understands. In the meantime, please behave i.e. friends are friends. There are no "more than friends but less than a lover" kind of thing. If the chemistry exists, then you take a step further i.e. confess, or I don't know, anything that can convey your feelings to him/her I guess. Afraid of being rejected? So what? It's life lady! You have to accept it. Or are you trying to be selfish i.e you'd rather hurt other people than hurt yourself? [ini yang nanti ada yang kena santau...kang padan muka ko!]

If you're already in a relationship, make sure it really means it. Jangan berlagak single okay. You're hurting people here. And another thing...please don't make promises you cannot keep. It sucks man! Now what...you like people to keep waiting for you? If it's unavoidable, then it's a different matter. Or else, just shut up!

Love game? Nah...I'm not interested at all. But if you're bored and feeling like being punched, come on! Bring it on!

Nak jugak masukkan lagu Lady Gaga walaupun takde kena mengena ngan entri emo ni:

Let's play a love game, play a love game
Do you want love or you want fame?
Are you in the game? Doin' the love game

p/s: entri ini takde kena mengena dengan yang hidup ataupun yang mati. So what? It's my entry okay!

Bad day

Have you ever said something to someone that you never really mean it? Harsh or not, have you ever regretted saying those words to those people? I do. And recently it happened a lot of times and I'm getting mad at myself for saying those words. I never meant most of the words that I said but regrettably, it HAS been said. What else can I do then? I can say sorry and I know I'll be forgiven for it but will the 'scratches' healed? Will we be able to be the same again? I mean, I've hurt someone, be it with or without intention of doing it. What happened has happened and it's not like I can bend time and go back to that time, can't I?

And now, it feels weird to be forgiven for the harsh words that I've said. Deep down inside I felt guilty and I promised myself to never ever speak like that again. But well, I'm still a mere human. Somehow I realized that my mouth speaks like it has a life on its own. It made me said every bad words of the world and now the only part of my body that feels guilty about it is my heart. I know it's a bad word but I said it even though I don't intentionally feel like saying it. waaahhh...life is so hard to explain.

Maybe at that time, anger made me said it. [so now, you're blaming on your temper?]. I guess I won't say anything bad if I'm not angry. But does anger permit you to say every bad things in the world to the person closest to you? Is bad temper a reason why you have a bad mouth? I guess that's why our Prophet said that temper is from the devils and you can cool it down with ablution and salawat on him. I guess I should do it when I'm having my bad mood or bad day or whatsoever bad it can be because it's really bad and it's not good at all.

Billie Jean

Okay, I know it's kind of outdated already, but I really like this song from MJ. There are others like Smooth Criminal, Heal The World, Will You Be There etc but for me, personally, I really like Billie Jean. This song really shows the uniqueness of Michael Jackson i.e the dance, the voice. Outstanding, irreplaceable performer and one in a million. RIP MJ.



My personal favourite from Billie Jean is this part:

People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do
'Cause the lie becomes the truth

No offence to anybody. It's just, it's a good advice! ahaks (n_n)v

And MJ also said:

Take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice!

Hahaha...you really should think twice of anything you do! Jangan suka hati mak bapak jer ek! People have hearts and they always remember when you do something baaaaaaad to them. Always think twice! (n_n)v

p/s: I'm thankful that MJ is a Muslim. =)


(lyrics: taken from azlyrics)

Life is...

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turn into a quiet thought

Which then turn into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

Til it was a battle cry

-Regina Spektor, The Call

It really started out as a feeling when you like someone. You'll turn the feeling to having a crush and you'll do crazy, unexpected things just to get her/his attention. If the feelings finally reached her/him and if you're lucky enough, you'll end up marrying with her/him. And that's a kind of life that everybody wants.

But sometimes, it didn't turn out the way you want it to be. And that time, you said, "Why am I always sad? Life is so cruel to me. Why can't I be happy like anyone else?" You broke down. You felt helpless. But you remember God said, I know what's best for you. You smiled and you know this is what life is.

Life is what makes human, human and makes you, you. It's not always beautiful and it's certainly the toughest teacher you've ever met. Learn and adapt and you'll never regret what you've been through. Don't succumb to life no matter how cruel it can be. Live life the fullest but never forget The Almighty. Learn, work, play and let Him determine what's best for us. Who knows, the best part is yet to come. (n_n)v