I am a lonely young girl

I'm a lonely young girl

with people around me

are none of those that I've known.

I'm a lonely young girl

with everything around me

is numb and leaving.

I'm a lonely young girl

with the glimpse of tension

keeps visiting me.

Every hour.

Every minute.

Every second.

I'm a lonely young girl

who'll be slowly embraced

by the hand of sadness

The feel so deep

I hardly realize.

Suddenly I wake up

with the call of the Holy Qur'an in front of me

heals my heart with its words

I barely know.

I barely understand.

And so I finally realize

Yes, I was a lonely young girl

but I know

there are people around me

love me with all of their heart

wishing me to be happy

safe and sound.

Right, I was a lonely young girl

but I know things around me

are God's most beautiful creations

being replaced everyday

to let me know Him more.

True, I was a lonely young girl

but I know

God will never leave me

Will always be there for me

Always able to protect me.

Now, I'm a lonely young girl

whom her heart is almost healed

though

People beside me

Things around me

Nature surrounding me

are still numb and leaving.

Japanese Dictionary converter

It's an English-Japanese-English dictionary online converter. It'll take a few minutes but the results of the words are quite satisfied. =)

http://www.freedict.com/onldict/jap.html

The room, the temperature and the Giant lizard

My new room is very cold. The temperature during night would probably around 13C-18C! Well, it might sound a bit exaggerating but hey I end up wearing socks every night to make sure that I'll be able to walk again the next day. (kidding!)


I like my new room. Even though the view is not that fascinating (faces another block=the blue roof=boring view). It's actually a compartment room with all sorts of things in it are in blue. The bedsheet, pillow, bookshelf, cupboard(lucky me it's already painted in blue =) ), towel, hanger, mirror etc. I even notice that many of my books are blue in colour. Well, I'm also thinking of covering the pendaflour lamp with a blue wrapping paper. Romantic huh?


The best part of my room is not the blue-colour-room part, It's the giant lizard! It amazes me with its extraordinary size and length but somehow I'd rather find it to be kind of cute. It comes out of its hole, a pipe hole to be exact, around 10 p.m-1 a.m and I'll enjoy myself watching it as one of God's creation. I told my 'ehem' about it. He called me the next day and ask : "Sedap ke sup cicak?" Eww...yerk! I wonder how would it taste. ....=}

Fantastic 4

I've watched Fantastic 4. I enjoyed watching it so much probably because its originally from comic. Comment: Full of comedy, good special effects and handsome heroes and villain (I don't recall his name but I think he is Cole from Charmed) Atashi daisuki! =)

DEWA-SATU (ONE)

I listened to ERA (it's a quite popular radio station-I guess) yesterday. Out of blue, the song entitled SATU (one) sung by DEWA was played by the DJ. The song attracted me not only with its music but also with its words. Check this chorus out:

Tak ada yang lain selain dirimu
Yang selalu kupuja
Kusebut namamu
Di setiap hembusan nafasku
Kusebut namamu
Kusebut namamu

could be roughly translated like this:

There is no other one but u
The one that I always praise
I call your names
In every breath I take
I call your names
I call your names

The lyrics sound simple but for me it reveals a lot of meanings. Well, people in love will sing this of course to the one he or she loves. But what if we change it to like this:

Tak ada yang lain selain diri-Mu
Yang selalu kupuja
Kusebut nama-Mu
Di setiap hembusan nafasku
Kusebut nama-Mu
Kusebut nama-Mu

The english translation does not change but now the word 'Mu' refers to the Almighty.
Now, doesn't that make a big difference? =)

kokoro

I borrowed a book from the library. It's a nice book with its paper already turned yellow. (Hey...don't judge the book by its cover) What captivates my heart is the word chosen and the flow of the language used by the translator (it's originally in Japanese). Simple yet comprehensive. And guess what, the author was one of the novelist in Meiji period. Does that remind you something? =)

you can read the story at this site:http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Styx/1001/kokoro1.html

God Is Great!

God IS Great! That was my expression when i was on flight yesterday. The cloud is beautiful. White as cotton wool. Well sometimes it looks like what so called cotton candy to me. wah...long time don't eat maaaa.hehehe.. But seriously, being amazed by it's movement is totally unavoidable. Its shape truly reflects the power of Allah Almighty. I can't really take my eyes off the cloud. I guess the cartoon tells the truth about jumping on them. Well, at least I'm imagining myself of doing so. =)

tasukete!

1.the exam is around the corner. haven't touched anything yet. sad but true.

2.everybody's coming back today and everything'll return back to normal again. relief but sad.

3.i went to JJ last week with amy. had my favourite chocolate fudge cake and went to the MPH. i didn't want to buy anything but still i spent a lot that day. happy but regret.

4.i went to abang nizam.
me: macam mana abang nizam?
AN: tak tahu lagi la rose. abang nizam tak dapat jumpa lagi dengan kawan abang nizam tu. dia kata dia boleh baiki.
me: oooo........ok.......

sad but relief.

5. i miss my che and ayoh. hontou ni. they said they're coming next week. itsu ka. wakarimasen. sad but eager.

horrible week of da month. =(

miserable time of my life

I was watching Full Metal Alchemist last night when suddenly my laptop turned out to be completely dark. i took out the cd and tried to restarted again. Unfortunately, the pictures didn't come out. I was half shaking and seriously, I was scared to death.

This morning, I took the laptop to Abang Nizam (our lab assistant). Quoted from him: "Skrin ni dah rosak ni mc rose. Tapi Abang Nizam tak beranila nak baiki lagi. Nanti Abang Nizam tanya kawan dulu, kalau price dia reasonable, mc Rose bolehlah continue. Kalau tak nanti Mc Rose try tanya orang lain..."
Oh no....Is this the end of my beloved laptop? Life without it would be completely different. And the sad part is, it is not my fault at all. waaaaaa.........

first test of da week

1. first test is over.....*sigh*

well, i am really out of my mood today. considering a few nights ago i haven't got enough sleep...my brain is like exploding out of my head...(exagerating yeah!...hehehe)
haven't called che for a few days...wah...i miss her so much...
haven't called my 'ehem' for a few days....wah...i miss him too..

i check out one of this japanese website (well...can't blame me huh). it provides a few basic japanese katakana, hiragana and kanji. Got and learned a lot of things from that site e.g: how to write pretty or beautiful in kanji. nice....=)
chech out this URL
http://japanese.about.com

first:trial and error

my first blog ever....dunno how i got involved in this blogging thing. well, worth trying yeah?