Twilight lagi!

Look at him....

Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen

Drooling ~

Drooling ~

p/s: Nice hair. *wink

Congrats!

Lina has delivered a baby boy!. I'm so happy for her. Hope she'll recover soon. I received her sms yesterday and was planning with Jas and Laa to visit her next week. huhuhuhu. Her baby boy must be cute coz Lina herself is a pretty-with-brain girl and Khalid is a tall guy with greenish-blue eyes. huhuhuhuhu. Can't hardly wait!

One of my best friends has finally achieved the most warming and happiest moment by having her own child with the man that she loved since university. *sigh...what more can you ask? Congrats to her and my so don't-know-how-to-describe-my-feeling-because-I'm-too-excited is too hard to be written in words as it also comes with a prayer that she'll always be happy. (n_n)v

Nanti boleh buli baby Lina macam ni...hahahaha

Drama queen

The lovely evening watched us slipped our way to the park nearby.

me: I just wanna talk to you about us.
Z : What about us?
me: That's this all about. What is the status of our relationship? Who am I to you? A fren? Someone who made a confession? Just a shoulder to cry on? Sorry if you feel that I'm doubting you, it's just that I keep wondering a lot nowadays. With you being silent, and me being sad, this is not what a relationship supposed to be. That's why I wanna ask you, who am I ACTUALLY to you? I mean, u didn't asnwer my calls, you didn't reply my messages and you're far from even calling me back and texting me. Were my calls and messages bother you? No, it should be, were they some kind of burden to you? Is it so hard for you to push one 'answer' button and talk to me? Are you that busy just to text 'I'm okay' to me? You kept quiet for weeks and you expect me to understand you. How about you understand me first?
Z : ??????????
me: What's with the question marks above your head?

Z bang me on the head with his helmet. Hard.

me: ouch!! What's wrong with you?
Z : Ko ni kenapa? Practice drama ek? Apa yang ko merepek tak tentu pasal ni?
me: [FAINTED]--> fainted sebab malu sangat. hahahahahaha


p/s: Cerita ini adalah rekaan semata-mata. Tidak berkaitan dengan sesiapa yang masih hidup ataupun yang telah meninggal dunia. Jika ada pun, itu adalah kebetulan semata-mata. Sekian, harap maklum.

I'm too busy to yell at a guy, okay.

Sudoku's brother and sister

I love sudoku but kakuro is my new craze now. Click here----> kakuro.

Have you ever played hitori? hahaha...it's a not that new game but (kind of new to me) and it also uses logic. For me, Hitori is Sudoku's sister and kakuro is Sudoku's big brother. hahahahaha. Click here---->hitori .

Kakuro's and hitori's rules and how to play, click below:
Kakuro---->Tutorial basic
Hitori----> How to play

Hope all of you enjoy them. I've got another maths and graphic games called Hanjie but am too lazy to search.

Irish A-Level Exam

Manage to answer any of the questions?

Now, let's take a look at the answers.

Don't worry. You're not the only one who can't answer them all. (n_n)v

French

I've been encountering a lot of things related to French. Here's the chronology:

1. I meet a French guy last week at KLCC Putra station. His acccent of French is so obvious even though he was speaking English. huhuhuhu. But I am really amazed the way he's trying to communicate with the Chinese guy that happened to be there at that time.

2. My boss introduced me a French bread and I enjoyed it a lot. (n_n)v

3. I was again being introduced to a French product, a Le vere perfume. It has this parfum cream that smells so nice that I almost spent my RM182.50 to buy it. hahahahahaha.

4. I listened to Anggun's cesse la pluie which means cease the rain. Her voice and the song captivated me even though I don't know what does she say and even how to pronounce the lyrics. Among the words:

Oublier cet orage éphémère

L'effacer et t'aimer comme hier

Je cherche et je cherche

Le remède pour qu'enfin

Cesse la pluie

Cesse la pluie

5. And now, I WANT TO LEARN FRENCH. huhuhuhu

Wo Bu Nan Guo (I'm Not Sad)

又站在你家的门口我们重复沉默
you zhan zai ni jia de men kou wo men chong fu chen mo
Standing again at your doorstep, we fall into morose silence again.

这样子单方面的守候
zhe yang zi dan fang mian de shou hou
This kind of expectation harboured by only one party,

还能多久
hai neng duo jiu
How much longer can it last?

终于你开口向我述说他有多温柔
zhong yu ni kai kou xiang wo shu shuo ta you duo wen rou
At last, you described to me how gentle she is.

虽然你还握著我的手
sui ran ni hai wo zhe wo de shou
Though you are still holding my hand,

但我已不在你心中
dan wo yi bu zai ni xin zhong
I am no longer in your heart.

我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
wo zhen de dong ni bu shi xi xin yan jiu
I truly understand that you are not favouring the new against the old.

是我 没有
shi wo mei you
It's me. I haven't,

陪在你身边当你寂寞时候
pei zai ni shen bian dang ni ji mo shi hou
Stayed by your side when you were lonely.

别再看著我说著你爱过 别太伤痛
bie zai kan zhe wo shuo zhe ni ai guo bie tai shang tong
Don't look at me and said that I have loved before, and shouldn't be too hurt.

我不难过 这不算什么
wo bu nan guo zhe bu suan shen me
I am not sad, this is nothing.

只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
zhi shi wei shen me yan lei hui liu wo ye bu dong
It is just that why the tears are flowing, I do not know.

就让我走 让我开始享受自由
jiu rang wo zou rang wo kai shi xiang shou zi you
Just let me go, and get started in savouring freedom.

回忆很多 你的影子也会充满我生活
hui yi hen duo ni de ying zi ye hui chong man wo sheng hui
There are many memories, and even the shadow of you can fill my life.

我并不懦弱 你比谁都懂
wo bing bu nuo ruo ni bi shui dou dong
I am not being weak, you of all people should understand this.

虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的宽容
sui ran ji mo zhe hui shi wo zui hou de kuan rong
Though I would be lonely, this shall be my last concession.

抱紧我 再抱紧我
bao jin wo zai bao jin wo
Hug me tightly, and hug me tightly again.

这一份感动 就请你让我留在胸口
zhe yi fen gan dong jiu qing ni rang wo liu zai xiong kou
This exhilarating captivation, please let me keep it in my chest.

别再说 是你的错
bie zai shuo shi ni de cuo
Do not say anymore that it is your fault.

爱到了尽头 是非对错
ai dao le jin tou shi fei dui cuo
When love is at its end, there is no right and wrong.

就让它随风 忘了所有 过的比你快活
jiu rang ta sui feng wang le suo you guo de bi ni guo huo
Let it drift away with the wind, and let us forget everything. I'm living better than you.

真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
zhen de dong ni bu shi xi xin yan jiu
I truly understand that you are not favouring the new against the old.

不要再说 或许这是最好的结果
bu yao zai shuo huo xu zhe shi zui hao de jie guo
Do not say anymore that this is, perhaps, the best ending.

现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
xian zai fen shou zong hao guo ni bu ai wo yi tuo zai tuo
Breaking up now is better than dragging a relationship without love.

松开你的手 离开你左右
song kai ni de shou li kai ni zuo you
Releasing your hands, leaving your side.

我向前走 这会是我真正的解脱
wo xiang qian zou zhe hui shi wo zhen zheng de jie tuo
I am walking forward, this shall be my true release.

Aku suka giler lagu ni. Sebenarnya mcrose nak update blog tapi tak tau nak tulis apa. Sebab itu mcrose masukkan lagu2 yang mcrose suka and I'm sure none of you have heard of this song. It's a nice song and saper2 yang tengah sedih dan rasa macam nak nangis tapi nak cari sebab untuk menangis, watch the video clip and feel the lyrics. [suka bagi suggestion tak berfaedah]. (n_n)v

p/s: kalau rasa nak blaja cina skali pun boleh. mcrose da letak the chinese character, the pronounciation and also the translation. I love learning foreign language. (n_n)v [lyrics: adopted from jpop-asia.com, video:ting4.com]

Leave out all the rest

I've always enjoyed Linkin' Park's songs. And coincidently, this song is one of the OST of Twilight. Yeay! (n_n)v

I dreamed I was missing

You were so scared

But no one would listen

Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming

I woke with this fear

What am I leaving

When I'm done here

So if you're asking me

I want you to know

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some rasons to be missed

And don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid

I've taken my beating

I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

Forgetting, all the hurt inside

You've learned to hide so well

Pretending, someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

This song sounds a bit lonely, but I love it anyway. hahahaha.

What's with a relationship?

What do you think are the most important things in a human relationship? May it between friends, son and father, mother and daughter, couples, husband and wife etc, what do you have in mind when it comes to relationship? Is it trust? Love? Skinship? Emotional attachment? Or maybe a combination of all of it? I don't know. I really don't know. It's complex and with what I've seen happening around me, this complex matter involves people around me directly and indirectly and many of the cases made me sad and unhappy.

People often said it is trust. Trust? Yes, it is important. But how much does it comprise in a relationship? Does it take like what...60% of the whole? 70%? Does trust alone enough to make sure a relationship will be successful? And for how long can you trust someone? Your whole life? What if the other person does not know that you trust him and ended up having doubt whether you trust him or not? Will he waver? Will you take blindly whatever she told you? I mean, will you believe your sister when she said that she went to her friend's house and comes back home at 1.30 a.m in the morning? Will you trust your friends and tell them about most of your problems saying that you are comfortable with them (coz they are good listeners..) and how can you make sure that they won't tell others? I don't know. I really don't know.

Or maybe it is love? Hmm...I'm not sure either. Now, if we say relationship comprises of 50% of love and 50% of trust, would you still be happy if the person you love and trust, does not pick up the phone, reply back your sms or even try to call you back? Will you be happy if your mother, who love and trust you, seldomly cooks for you and have a chance to say hi to you just before you go to sleep because she is so busy taking care of her works at the office? Will you be happy? Are you contented enough? Are you delightful when the sister you love and trust, never calls you although deep down inside you know she also loves and trusts you? What will you do to keep the relationship in a strong state and you don't end up hating the other person? I don't know. I really don't know.

Could it be...the constant thought of that particular person in your mind? Then, let's say you love that person, you trust her and you have her constantly in your mind, do you think the relationship will be good? What's the point of loving her, trusting her, having her constantly in your mind but you never tell the truth about yourself? Isn't that cheating? Isn't that being selfish? I mean, you think she's the one for you, but you never told her the significant truth like maybe you love her or maybe you have a problem right now that you cannot pick up calls and even reply an sms saying ok. WTH! Could this also be a reason? *sigh. I don't know. I really don't know.

The Qur'an said if you do anything because of Allah, you will find happiness not only in this world but also in the hereafter. But, how many of us do that? Do you think we'll face problems if everybody understand the concept? When I say everybody, it means everybody....(not just you and him, or you and your father, or you and your friend....it should be you, your mother, your father, your siblings or you, your friend A, your friend B and your friend C until your friend etc)

Relationship involves a lot of things. Yes, it's true. But putting too much efforts that tires you gives you nothing but a waste of time. Allah knows better what's best for you thus don't give up on Him and rely mostly on Him. You might see the pouring rain now but who knows the 7 colours rainbow that shows up later might be the beginning of your life. So, la tahzan. Don't be sad if your mother ignores you, or your friend is not close with you anymore or your maybe your sweetheart said that he needs to be alone and ignored you the whole month, happiness'll come later onwards. Ganbare!

And smile always like the cat

Alpha and Beta

I taught Additional Maths last Thursday and last night and all the memories during my secondary school hit my head while the student did her exercise.

Student: Kak Rose, penting ke kalau blaja alpha, beta ni?
Me : Yes, it's important my dear. Alpha n beta ni boleh apply dalam banyak benda lagi. Not just in this subtopic.
Student: Tapi jadi pening ah bila tengok alpha, beta ni.
Me : Apasal plak?
Student: Sebab alpha, beta ni bukan nombor. Jadi bila nampak alpha, beta and x, jadi takut. Macam banyak la plak benda nak kena buat.
Me : Ooo...sou desu ka.
I watched her did the exercises that I gave her.

Well, I used to think like that also when I was in form 4. So, cannot blame her for feeling like that right? (n_n)v

The Twilight Series

I've never been fond of fantasy stories especially if I have to read the English version. Well, maybe its because I never really tried hard to even understand and imagine all the words written but that's all happen coz I am never really that interested in fantasy storybooks. I read Harry Potter once but only the first book (apa tah nama dia...haa...The Philosopher's Stone kan?) and I also tried to read the first book of The Lord of The Ring...but...emm...not interested. I am always a fan of thriller-spies-like genre from the author of Robert Ludlum, Frederick Forsyth etc. I really enjoy reading their masterpiece even though sometimes it's a bit frustrating coz the stories involve a lot of conspiracies and government intervention. Well, that's the best part I guess. hehehehe.

However, recently, thanks to my ex-office mate, Hanna, I have even spent my lunch hour reading the fantasy-genre books she recommended and she seriously have me thrown into the world of Edward Cullen and Bella. She wanted me to read the David Eddings for my first fantasy book...but somehow changed her mind to suggesting me to read Twilight. Yes, the same Twilight that was made into a movie and shown in Malaysia a couple of months ago. And yup, I read the book and I watched the movie and watched it again for another 5 times. hahahaha... I am seriously easy to be distracted. (n_n)v

And now, I love reading these books. The simple language and the feelings attached to every word written and not to forget, a lot of sense of humour, makes the books better than the movie. I heard they are going to make the sequel of Twilight, New Moon...hahahaha...can't wait!

And yup, I bought all the books (except Eclipse) at Kinokuniya.

The last book is Breaking Dawn which I haven't read yet but, bought in advance. hahahaha...
Hey, any suggestion of new books? Authors? Genre? Suggestions are welcome!

Tag Gambar

Tag ni sebenarnya dah lama. Tapi memandangkan aku selalu lupa, baru jer hari ni nak buat ek. hehehe. Tag ni dari muni.

Instruction: Go to photos folder. Go to 6th folder and go to 6th picture in the folder. Then, put the picture on your blog and make a description of it.

Here you go. The sixth picture of the sixth folder.

Okay. These are my nephews and nieces. Masa ni raya tahun lepas kot. Hehehe. Ni kat my house kat kelantan and rasanya masa tu dua famili dah balik.
Behind from left: Aliff, Adibah, Lisa, Sarah, Afiq
Front from left: Atikah, Afifah, Aqilah and Najwa.

Malas nak tag sesapa. Sesapa yang rajin nak buat, anda amat dialu-alukan. =)


(Sapa yang paling serupa dengan che su dia? hehehehehe)

Malaysian Reserve (Thursday, March 26)

Country May Be In Recession In 1H09
BNM has warned that the country may be in recession in the first six months of 2009 as global and local economy continues to deteriorate further this year. Governor Tan Sri Dr. Zeti Akhtar Aziz said during an editor’s briefing on Tuesday that there is likelihood that growth in the first and second quarters of 2009 will be negative.
Source: Malaysian Reserve

Malaysia Able To Face Deep Crisis
Malaysia has the capacity to undertake more measures to promote economic growth should global conditions deteriorate further this year, according to BNM. BNM governor Tan Sri Dr. Zeti Akhtar Aziz said recovery of the local economy is expected to occur in the second half of 2009, based on the assumption that global economic condition would stabilize in the second half after the successful implementation of various fiscal and monetary policies.

The real GDP performance is projected to be in between -1% and 1% for 2009 after taking into account the prospects for a deepening global downturn and support to the economy provided by the policy measures.
Source: The Malaysian Reserve

What do you do during the economic crisis? Do you know that we're having economic crisis right now? Maybe some of you didn't even notice coz it's very different from the crisis in 1997/98. That time was more on currency crisis. And you maybe notice what happen in US right now does impact the Malaysia's economy. So, my question again, what do you do during the current economic crisis?

Me: Nothing, betsuni, natha---> senang cerita, tak buat apa2 pun. Tak tahu pun ada krisis ekonomi skarang ni until I read the newspapers.

Personality quiz (from kak Izyan)

Baca blog kak Izyan. Berkenan la pulak dengan personality quiz ni. hehehehe. Try the link below.
Personality Quiz

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Currently and Previously

Change of the month:
1. Currently : Finished 3 books in a month---> it'll be more in the future (hahaha--mcrose gelak keji)
Previously: Finished a book in 3 months (I was lazy okay)

2. Currently : Updating blog as recent as possible
Previously: Updating blog once in a blue moon (don't know what to write)

3. Currently : Read everything especially about economic reports and even the rating for the companies
Previously: Read an article that only catches my eyes

4. Currently : The previously watched + astro awani 501, CNN and BBC channel--> hahaha
Previouly : Watch HBO, Cinemax, StarMovies, AXN, Animax, KBS channel

5. Currently : Read the book, watch the Movie e.g Slumdog Millionaire, Twilight
Previously: Malasnya nak baca. Tengok movie je la.

6. Currently : Go for jogging during weekend---> nanti akan improve lagi.
Previously: Go for jogging during month end

But one thing that stay the same is I've got no feelings for anyone and I don't even want to think about it. I've hurt once and time is not healing the wound yet. Call me too carried away but that's who I am. Happy for those who have found the new relationship and even shifted it to the next phase. Pray for me to get the sweet feeling that some of you are feeling right now. (n_n)v

The Penang Trip aka Azrul n Kak Yana's Wedding Trip

We went to Penang last weekend. Yes, I went to Penang. The first time in my older years I have printed the invisible footsteps in Penang (Gurney Drive, the place where I bought the white T with Penang on it etc). Great buildings and scenery captivated my heart and sincerely, the food was fabulous too. Thanx to our unpaid tourist guide (Ikram) who was willing to sacrifice his time to show us around. Well, there's a hidden agenda behind it and I'm not gonna tell you guys about it until I got the 'ok' from the 'tuan punya diri'. hehehehehe.

Azrul and Kak Yana's wedding was also great. With moss green being the theme, the bride and the bridegroom were easily noticed. I can see the happiness written all over their faces (just like the word 'shiawase' stamped on both foreheads) hahaha----> just joking. But they both look good together and I hope they stay the way they are right now: from sweet couple--->sweet husband and wife---->sweet mom and dad--->sweet grandpa and grandma---->sweet great (3X) grandpa and grandma--------->zutto shiawase ni...(n_n)v. I was surprised with the treatment from both couple as we were not so close in UIA but I was so touched that I forgot about it at all. They were kind enough to offer to send us back to our hotel though its their important day. But too bad, our tourist guide came back to pick us up. Not satisfied, they offer Muni (who went back in the morning) a lift to the bus station the next morning. We really felt its worth coming to Penang this time and I do not hesitate to go there for my next trip. (n_n)v.

The cost:
RM75 for bus fare (return)
RM140 for hotel fee (splitted three--->RM46.70 each)
RM..... for gifts

The experience:---> Priceless (given all the friendly welcome, those costs above are nothing)

p/s: I don't have the pictures. Go to mclaa's or muni's blog to see them.

Balik dari Kelate

Dalam kereta:

Sambil membetulkan kepala seat dalam kereta, orang itu kelihatan tenggelam dari belakang kerana kebetulannya aku berada di belakangnya.

Aku: (nama orang itu) tenggelam dari belakang. hehehehe. Seat ni, tempat letak kepala tu tinggi sangat.

Orang itu: Yelah, saya ni kan pendek. Orang tinggi macam awak tak nampakla tenggelam dari belakang kan.

Aku: ???????? (aku salah cakap ke? Yang ko terasa tu apasal?)---> mcrose buat muka bengang

They started with the letter "R"

Open tag dari kak Izyan.

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up!

1. What is your name ~ Roslini Ashari
2. A four Letter Word ~ reap
3. A boy's Name ~ Riezman
4. A girl's Name ~ Rania [macam nama ratu kan?]
5. An occupation ~ reaper[?]
6. A colour ~ red
7. Something you'll wear ~ robe
9. A food ~ roasted chicken! wah...bestnya
10. Something found in the bathroom ~ robe
11. A place ~ Rhode Island
12. A reason for being late ~ road traffic
13. Something you'd shout ~ rar!
14. A movie title ~ Road to Perdition
15. Something you drink ~ red apple juice [boleh ke?]
16. A musical/band group ~ raruku [japanese version of laruku]
17. An animal ~ rabbit
18. A street name ~ Tun Razak
19. A type of car ~ Rolls Royce Corniche [2000]
20. The title of a song ~ Ready Steady Go! [by L'arc-en-ciel/Raruku]


aaa...takder no.8 ah.
saper yang rajin nak buat tag ni, saya sangat mengalu-alukan!! =)

What I thought and never thought

1. I'm going back to my hometown tonight! Seriously can't wait. I feel so choked here in KL and I really miss my mom and dad. I haven't seen them since December last year you know. uuuu...miss my mom's cooking. Actually, I didn't plan to go back this week. I thought of going back with my brother during the school holidays but as usual, he cancelled it the last minute. And I'm so lucky there's still a ticket.

2. I went to buy the ticket after work yesterday and was a bit surprise with the ticket's price. Never thought it would be this pricy. Well, I don't mind a bit. It's just that it's not what I thought the price should be.

3. I thought I could last longer last night. Well, I usually sleep at 11 or 12 and last night was the first night of the week that I slept earlier and I woke up just in time to pray for Subh prayer. Uuu...I slept like sleeping beauty I guess. Hahahaha (nak jugak sebut sleeping beauty tu!)

4. Sophia did it again last night! She didn't want to turn off the brake lights. Uuuu...was she sulking coz i haven't bathed her for the past 2 weeks? Or maybe because I played the CD player too loud every morning? Uuu..my brother's going to fix her today. I hope she'll be okay when I come back! Never thought this could happen to Sophia.

1. What were you doing 5 years ago?
Ermm...2004...Aku kat UIA, buat degree and still budak-budak lagi. Selalu berangan nak jadi novelis and masa tu ada crush kat sorang budak laki yang nak blaja kat jepun. Suka giler dia tapi dia ingat aku main2 hehehehehe. Takper, aku sedar diri okay. Apa lagi ek, masa tu pun tengah sakit kepala untuk fikir pasal apa yang patut buat dengan hidup aku kot.


2. What were the 5 things on your to do list today?

*buat report banks' shareholders untuk bos besok.
*kemas bilik
*tengok anime Prince of Tennis
*gosok baju untuk ke ofis tomorrow
*buat expenditure list of the day

3. What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?

*Twisties
*Eclipse
Aku tak makan banyak snack ah


4. What are 5 jobs you've had?
*Teacher kat Sri Gombak
*Teacher di Pengkalan Chepa
*Trainee at MAS
*Exec in Muamalat


5. Tag 5 person and who are they?
~Fadh – kalau rajin laa

~knowley – kalau rajin jugak

~Amy – Azlim Almey yang comel

~Moon ~ muni jugak kena sekali